awwwww

once again...i saw HIM!!!! THE HOTTEST GUY AROUND!

madeee myyyy dayyyy

yesterday after a long long ride in my woods, i was waiting for amber and jeremy to come over. as i was filling up the 4-wheeler my love zoomed by on his dirt bike like there was no law against it!! i turned around and starred at him with a huge big-ass smile on my face. he waved and i gladly waved back with just the feeling of awe!!!!!!! he's hotttttt!!!!!!!! omg, it just made my day! then once again, he drove by me this morning as i walked to my bus stop! i always want to look back so i can actually see him, but im wayyyyy to shy!!!!! i'm too embarrassed to! awwwwwwwww!

hottt stufff

i saw freddy this morning.....and fred.....his daddy.....
i like guys!

mmyyyyyyy boyyyyy

i saw freddy this morning!!! he was wearing his black beanie!!!! hes soooooooooooooooooooo hott!!! i watched him ride lastnight! i am so in love with him!!!
i hope i see him after school!!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!

and its out in the open now i guess.......i like robbie riley!!

my crushes.....and their ages

okay....from youngest i guess......
RR--14....i think....maybe 15
JF--18
FS--26 1/2
CL-29

probably manyyyyyy more tooo.....

sexy freddy

sexy freddy drove by my house 2day.......big shock!!!
hes a beast...

AHHHHHHHHH

i have a new lover....jeremy....
i saw freddy this morning!!!!
he's brightens my day!!
hes a sexi beast!
i saw antother one of my crushes today.....he talked to me....the best 10 seconds ever!!

GAY

i missed my daily-dose of freddy stephens this morning.....im sad
i got my period this moring to...i have really bad cramps...
i might hang out w/ jeremy and amber tonight!!!

yoooo

im bored......
i had lots of fun yesterday.....
i saw freddy this morning with his dad fred....haha
some dude on my bus is like talkin to me and tellin me to come to his house.....
somebody might have broken into my cabin lastnight.....
i want to go home and ride and look for freddy....
i want freddy to ride by my house like he does sometimes...
freddy rode lastnight....
but not by my house....
i hope he does today....
i really like freddy....
he's such a hottie...
i went to his house a couple weeks ago.....
he has a small bedroom....
haha...
how do i kno....
okay im rambling....
really bad.
byez! :)

bored thots

im in mr berkeys class rite now.......how boring
my group is blabbing about nothin important.....
i wish school was over......
i cant wait to go to church tonite.......
i cant wait to ride my dirt bike and fourwheeler.....
i cant wait to get my new dirt bike......
i cant wait to be in the air force.....
i cant wait to fly again.....
blahhhh............blahhhhh.......................blahhhhhhhhh
emo moments!!!!!!!!!!
laalaallaa....................
okay bye

her funeral

wednesday was her funeral. our one last chance to see her face. we actually took it well, just like she would have wanted us to act. she's in peace now, all we can hope is to see her again someday! i was the first to go up and see her in her casket, very hard!! i also got to keep the little heart pin she wore during the viewing. The pin encouraged me to to write a poem for her called "granny's heart" probably the best one i've written. rest in peace!

my bad weekend

when i came home on friday no-one else was home. it turns out my great-grandma had fell real ill tht morning and was close to death. they didn't think she would make it through the night, luckily she did and i had the chance to say goodbye the following morning. no-one thout she would make it through the night. she didn't. the funeral is on wednesday

idkkkk.....

heyyyy all. i'm in homeroom right now thinkin about freddy....haha. he's so dreamy and bad!! i luv bad boyz!!! the pep rally is at 2:30, yippee!! go ironmen!! im so glad its the weekend. i just started jumping my dirt bike lastnight, im in a little pain, but not much! i started jumpin on the same jump tht freddy jumped when he was at my house.

so who's freddy?

freddy is my super badass rebel neighbor. he's currently on house arrest and has been in jail. he has a couple DUIs and cannot get his driver's license back till freakin 2015!! he has lite blonde hair and plenty of tatoos! he also is really buff! overall, he's a sexy beast, so i gave him the nickname sexy freddy! he's fun to talk to!

PS

PS. I can't wait for lunch

my first post

heyyy. it's my first post, i just made my account like 5 min ago. thanx lizzi!! haha. i'm in mr berkey's class rite now at my new school [danville high] i luv high school, and kinda glad i left Christian school. more to come.....